Bye bye holidays ! T.T

Helloha I am here again to share my current life.
Hmm my holidays are coming to the end. Less than 3 days left ! Oh no !
Idk why my google chrome can't access into my account. Grr. Hate using this little thingy to blog. Eyes irritating -.-

Something sad to say is I am gonna sit for my test 1 next week. My god !
Haiz have to start my revision tmr PERHAPssss. Haha.
Anyway I do enjoy my hols. Spent most of the time on working and training. And badminton with cousin's at night. How great ?
I'm so happy to know those trainers from Korea and Taiwan. They are awesome. Haha. How I wish I could stay here for next whole week n skip classes just for spending time with them, gossiping, fooling each other and of course singing k is a MUST !!
And I really hope I do have the chance to go over their places by the end of this year. *finger crossed* hoping for cheap air tickets !

K laa. Shall stop here since my hair is already dried. Went for badminton just now. Healthy lifestyle ? Isn't it ? Haha.
Study life is gonna start soon.
Hoping for the best !
Aza Aza fighting ! Be a hardworking girl ok ! Don't mess up ur study !

Good night, my dear readers !

發呆

唉 我又發呆了 又這樣過了一天
該死的電腦 老了 機器壞了 老出毛病
所以啊 現在只好對著蘋果智能手機來 update一會兒 還挺辛苦的 (._.)

這個學期過得很充實 很enjoy
雖然課業重 可是我過得很快樂
怎麼說呢 至少我跟著我的心去做我想做的事 沒有顧慮
也很開心認識了很多老師 讓我看到更多

最近心情起伏很大 但我還算能控制
至少不會在同學們面前「發蘭雜」哈哈
我班的同學都好可愛 這個學期大家也變了不少 讓我看見大家不同的一面 當然有些還刻意隱瞞 (難道我也不例外?)
當然 這個不是重點
因為一些事情 讓我看開了
曾經為了這件事不開心 但現在回想回去 又何必呢？我不是為了他們而活 我是我
但我還是想強調 自私的定義是甚麼？
是不是單純的不與他人分享你擁有的？
那如果知識呢？難到知識也是買賣的一種？
我們身為醫學系的學生 知識對大家都很重要 不是嗎 我們不是應該分享嗎
難道你的知識多了 就不必尊重老師了？
或你認為你唯獨有的知識 以後就會是中醫界的權威？
因為你們讓我很失望 讓我覺得我們不像是一家庭 同學 我們要走的路還很長
為甚麼要因為其他因素 而破壞做人的原則 有意思嗎？
而且當越想被隱瞞的事情 老天爺會不以為然的讓我們發現 可笑嗎？

算了 不想多說 至少發洩後舒服多了
是時候睡了 最近身體不怎麼好
還有很多event要忙 test 1也快到了
I can feel the stress !! 加油 !!
「我要擺脫黃芪體質, 拜託 !!! 」

晚安 ！

珍惜。生命

夜 已深了

突然间想起已故的老师和朋友

心 又酸又痛 

上个月 同时失去了两位朋友

虽然我们很少联络 但我们曾经一起快乐过

你们曾经在我生命里留下一段美好的回忆

Kay 还记得以前在学校被你骂

你是巡察员 我是坏同学 

你常常问我为什么要翘课

为什么老师在前面教课 我在后面玩

我也忘了我给你什么答案 

毕业后 我们也没什么联络

直到有一天在大学遇到你

我好惊讶 因为我差点认不出你

变得好漂亮 还化起妆来 

天啊 简直不敢相信 女人味也散发出来了

唉 原本你还想跟我买课本 

怎知道 还没给到你 你就入院了

那时候还不敢相信你得了淋巴癌第三期

现在看回去你post的status 

心真的好酸。。

"习惯了，就算痛也绝不喊痛 在这7个多月内 从严重反胃到对化疗作呕反应免疫 从鼻出血及肠穿洞的血流不止事件 从有头发到掉发 从化疗到干细胞移植 我很庆幸 我没遇到太大太大的苦难 也没心灵低潮 我花了24小时去接受癌症的降临和作心理建设 不放弃接受正统的科学治疗 需然头几次失败 所花的金钱 已够我修读学士硕士学位 对家人和关心我的朋友来说 活下去更为重要 我本身抱着不勉强，一切随然的心态 相对的求生意志就没其他病患来的强 个性如此 我是天然型的乐天派~~

移植期间 两只狗前后相继离世 老妈说他们为我挡煞 这决定极自私 姐姐我没有要你们这么做

20岁发现第三期淋巴癌 其实19岁已发病 应为没检查 也没预料到会发生在年轻人身上 就酱被无视了 以后都不能买保险 不能考私人飞机驾照 这些都是遗憾

说真的 比起治疗 体重上升 更令我欲哭无泪"

" near-death-experience 原来是酱的
躯体飘起 来，很轻，很和平，没有痛楚，可是不久后，就沉下去了 "

" 继癌症后又来找我麻烦的疾病--ITP 血小板减少症 0.01% 的人会中，属于罕见的重症，不管有没有切除胰脏，终身得吃antibiotic and steroid,复发的可能性很高 "

"我知道会比常人命短，不会步入晚年，但有机会步入中年，所以还能过20多年，时间有限，浪费不起，想干什么就放胆做吧，生命重质不重量 "

谢谢老天爷让你快乐地过21岁生日才带走你

因为你 让我更懂得珍惜生命

因为你 让我更爱自己

因为你 让我明白生命的脆弱

因为你 我会勇往直前 做自己爱做的事 不会留下遗憾

安息吧 我亲爱的朋友

我会想你 

*明天7小时难熬的课 加油苏小姐* 

Monday Blue ~

Selca 1 - Chill 

First day of my new semester. 

Kinda headache with my timetable. Quite packed. >.<

And my class on Friday till 5pm. Grrr. 

Have to rush back right after class. Usually stuck in the traffic around Seremban highway. I hate that most ! >.< 

Okay. New semester starts. 

5 subjects for this sem. And all of 'them' are pretty hard miann. 

Haiz. Study life starts --> assignments, lab reports, quiz, tests.......................

Jia you Soh Wan Ying ! 

Promised will study AT LEAST harder than last sem !

Is that sounds funny ? I think YES.  

Ain't a student should do ? LMAO.

Let's talk about the lecture today. 

I have only one lecture ( Fundamentals of Acupuncture ) but it took 4 hours.

But luckily today was the first day of lecture, Dr Heng let us go after 2 hours ++ lectures.

My mind was fresh for the first two hours. Hmm. and then......... understand? 

So how am I gonna survive for the rest of the sem ?

And something sad to say is each of my sub takes at least 3 hours of lecture. 

DENG ~ I have to learn how to keep in good condition in class no matter how long the lectures will be right ? Have enough sleep perhaps ? I will try to do so ! 

Picture of the day since I am in the mood (=
Haha. Decided to wear lenses for this sem. 

My eyes are really getting smaller last sem ! 

* Btw, I am not blaming my specs okay ! * 

Jiang Jiang ~ Nice lenses right ? It's from FreshKon. 

Selca 2 - Hiao !

Last but not least, gonna show you guys my new love now !

Ceramic watch from Fossil. 

Thanks Mommy ! ^^ 

Oh yaya ! Before I forget, I wanna share my really FIRST loved ! 

Thanks Eada for sharing where to get this from Taiwan ! 

Mad love ! Della's new album, 好难得 is awesome ! ^^

LOL. My loved is inside the wrap. 

Jiang Jiang ! Got it all the way from Taiwan. 
Limited one with some free cosmetics ! 

1 好难得
2 不是你的错
3 差一步
4 野兽
5 一个人不可能
6 他还认不认得我
7 我还是一样
8 奇异果
9 偷偷的爱
10 不够勇敢
11 倒不如

Basically all are nice and the one highlighted are recommended by me. 
I will post and share more about her album next time k ! 

K laa. Bye bye guys !
Gonna enjoy my first week before busy life starts.
I'm looking forward to the Cameron trip this weekend. (= 

Back to Uni Life ! T.T

Hey guys ! Feel like to blog before going to bed !
But I am lazy to turn on my Lappy since I already done my packing.
So I have decided to use my phone to blog. Feel good cz I am lying on the bed right now (:

Hmm. Is almost 2am now. Almost done packing left some of the skin cares which I need to use it tomorrow morning.
Back to uni life or sort of jail life ? Lol.
Anyway I feel happy cz gonna meet my besties very soon !! See yea babe !!

And also, I passed all my sub in sem 2 and I was quite shocked when I got the results. Thanks god for letting all of us passed the previous sem ! ^^

K laa. Need to zzz now. Gotta drive tmr. Night peeps !
** I am coming soon, dear jungle ! ><