Insomnia

The night is not young, 1.45am right now.
Complicated feelings made me insomnia.
I always sleep well no matter how. 
But tonight is totally different. 


Received a bad news this afternoon.
I was shocked at first. 
My mind keep asking me stay calm !
And I did control my emotion well.
Fine. Till the moment I stepped into the funeral just now. 
I felt something wrong.
I was extremely down. I feel sad. 


Dear CM Tan, you are a good tutor.
You taught us lots, not only what have written in the books.
You used to have your own special notes.
There're lots of proverbs or famous quotes at every corner of your every single pieces of notes and even exercises. How cool ?!
You prefer to act on the short stories and even the whole novel for us instead of reading on books. How great ?! 
But today, the way you used to teach is gonna be a history. 


I am regret now cz I am still owing u a 'Thank You'.
'I talk my talk and I walk my talk.'
This is what you always tell in class. 
I remembered. I will always remember, I promised.


I am regret now on what I have done before. 
I have to face the truth. 
Nothing's gonna help.
Time heals wound. Sigh. 


Lastly, my warmest regards and condolences to your family and baby Tiffany.
Be strong, Madam Phuah ! 


Thank you Sir !