珍惜。生命

夜 已深了

突然间想起已故的老师和朋友

心 又酸又痛 

上个月 同时失去了两位朋友

虽然我们很少联络 但我们曾经一起快乐过

你们曾经在我生命里留下一段美好的回忆

Kay 还记得以前在学校被你骂

你是巡察员 我是坏同学 

你常常问我为什么要翘课

为什么老师在前面教课 我在后面玩

我也忘了我给你什么答案 

毕业后 我们也没什么联络

直到有一天在大学遇到你

我好惊讶 因为我差点认不出你

变得好漂亮 还化起妆来 

天啊 简直不敢相信 女人味也散发出来了

唉 原本你还想跟我买课本 

怎知道 还没给到你 你就入院了

那时候还不敢相信你得了淋巴癌第三期

现在看回去你post的status 

心真的好酸。。

"习惯了，就算痛也绝不喊痛 在这7个多月内 从严重反胃到对化疗作呕反应免疫 从鼻出血及肠穿洞的血流不止事件 从有头发到掉发 从化疗到干细胞移植 我很庆幸 我没遇到太大太大的苦难 也没心灵低潮 我花了24小时去接受癌症的降临和作心理建设 不放弃接受正统的科学治疗 需然头几次失败 所花的金钱 已够我修读学士硕士学位 对家人和关心我的朋友来说 活下去更为重要 我本身抱着不勉强，一切随然的心态 相对的求生意志就没其他病患来的强 个性如此 我是天然型的乐天派~~

移植期间 两只狗前后相继离世 老妈说他们为我挡煞 这决定极自私 姐姐我没有要你们这么做

20岁发现第三期淋巴癌 其实19岁已发病 应为没检查 也没预料到会发生在年轻人身上 就酱被无视了 以后都不能买保险 不能考私人飞机驾照 这些都是遗憾

说真的 比起治疗 体重上升 更令我欲哭无泪"

" near-death-experience 原来是酱的
躯体飘起 来，很轻，很和平，没有痛楚，可是不久后，就沉下去了 "

" 继癌症后又来找我麻烦的疾病--ITP 血小板减少症 0.01% 的人会中，属于罕见的重症，不管有没有切除胰脏，终身得吃antibiotic and steroid,复发的可能性很高 "

"我知道会比常人命短，不会步入晚年，但有机会步入中年，所以还能过20多年，时间有限，浪费不起，想干什么就放胆做吧，生命重质不重量 "

谢谢老天爷让你快乐地过21岁生日才带走你

因为你 让我更懂得珍惜生命

因为你 让我更爱自己

因为你 让我明白生命的脆弱

因为你 我会勇往直前 做自己爱做的事 不会留下遗憾

安息吧 我亲爱的朋友

我会想你 

*明天7小时难熬的课 加油苏小姐* 

Monday Blue ~

Selca 1 - Chill 

First day of my new semester. 

Kinda headache with my timetable. Quite packed. >.<

And my class on Friday till 5pm. Grrr. 

Have to rush back right after class. Usually stuck in the traffic around Seremban highway. I hate that most ! >.< 

Okay. New semester starts. 

5 subjects for this sem. And all of 'them' are pretty hard miann. 

Haiz. Study life starts --> assignments, lab reports, quiz, tests.......................

Jia you Soh Wan Ying ! 

Promised will study AT LEAST harder than last sem !

Is that sounds funny ? I think YES.  

Ain't a student should do ? LMAO.

Let's talk about the lecture today. 

I have only one lecture ( Fundamentals of Acupuncture ) but it took 4 hours.

But luckily today was the first day of lecture, Dr Heng let us go after 2 hours ++ lectures.

My mind was fresh for the first two hours. Hmm. and then......... understand? 

So how am I gonna survive for the rest of the sem ?

And something sad to say is each of my sub takes at least 3 hours of lecture. 

DENG ~ I have to learn how to keep in good condition in class no matter how long the lectures will be right ? Have enough sleep perhaps ? I will try to do so ! 

Picture of the day since I am in the mood (=
Haha. Decided to wear lenses for this sem. 

My eyes are really getting smaller last sem ! 

* Btw, I am not blaming my specs okay ! * 

Jiang Jiang ~ Nice lenses right ? It's from FreshKon. 

Selca 2 - Hiao !

Last but not least, gonna show you guys my new love now !

Ceramic watch from Fossil. 

Thanks Mommy ! ^^ 

Oh yaya ! Before I forget, I wanna share my really FIRST loved ! 

Thanks Eada for sharing where to get this from Taiwan ! 

Mad love ! Della's new album, 好难得 is awesome ! ^^

LOL. My loved is inside the wrap. 

Jiang Jiang ! Got it all the way from Taiwan. 
Limited one with some free cosmetics ! 

1 好难得
2 不是你的错
3 差一步
4 野兽
5 一个人不可能
6 他还认不认得我
7 我还是一样
8 奇异果
9 偷偷的爱
10 不够勇敢
11 倒不如

Basically all are nice and the one highlighted are recommended by me. 
I will post and share more about her album next time k ! 

K laa. Bye bye guys !
Gonna enjoy my first week before busy life starts.
I'm looking forward to the Cameron trip this weekend. (= 

Back to Uni Life ! T.T

Hey guys ! Feel like to blog before going to bed !
But I am lazy to turn on my Lappy since I already done my packing.
So I have decided to use my phone to blog. Feel good cz I am lying on the bed right now (:

Hmm. Is almost 2am now. Almost done packing left some of the skin cares which I need to use it tomorrow morning.
Back to uni life or sort of jail life ? Lol.
Anyway I feel happy cz gonna meet my besties very soon !! See yea babe !!

And also, I passed all my sub in sem 2 and I was quite shocked when I got the results. Thanks god for letting all of us passed the previous sem ! ^^

K laa. Need to zzz now. Gotta drive tmr. Night peeps !
** I am coming soon, dear jungle ! ><